shalacked again...
shalacked again...
Post here every time you check the mail and get bubcus, nada, zip, zilch!
I checked the mail today. There was a big envelope with fancy lettering on it and I got excited for half a second... until I realized it was a credit card company trying to talk me into getting their card.
I checked the mail today. There was a big envelope with fancy lettering on it and I got excited for half a second... until I realized it was a credit card company trying to talk me into getting their card.
I just checked my apt mailbox... nothing
But I wasn't counting on anything since I put my home address on my applications... and I don't think I'll hear any decisions for at least another week anyway.
But I'm really pissed I still haven't gotten that $1 refund from that damn vending machine company whose machine wouldn't give me my peanut chews or my change!!!
But I wasn't counting on anything since I put my home address on my applications... and I don't think I'll hear any decisions for at least another week anyway.
But I'm really pissed I still haven't gotten that $1 refund from that damn vending machine company whose machine wouldn't give me my peanut chews or my change!!!
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With others getting acceptances to UCSB and UCSD today, I have of course been checking my email and the website about every 10 minutes or so. Everytime I have a new message in my inbox, I get a little excited, and then a little angry when it is about something I don't care about, which is basically anything that is not an acceptance message.
Interestingly, one of them was from the department informing us of a recruiter from a company that hires physics bachelors having a meeting next week. Now that my graduate school prospects seem much less certain, I will definitely be going. It says there will be food, so I probably will go even if I do get an acceptance before then.
Interestingly, one of them was from the department informing us of a recruiter from a company that hires physics bachelors having a meeting next week. Now that my graduate school prospects seem much less certain, I will definitely be going. It says there will be food, so I probably will go even if I do get an acceptance before then.
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I realize that I am overreacting, but it is more fun. I guess it's sort of an excuse to be even more of a slacker than I usually am.
I do kind of wish that I had applied to a few more safety schools.
I am also wondering if perhaps the letters that were written weren't as stellar as I like to imagine.
Also, my stats don't necessarily reflect the whole story. My GPA as appears on my transcript is good, but my school doesn't count grades from classes that I've repeated, and there are several from my dismal freshman year, truly embarrassing. Of course, they still appear on my transcript, and they could raise some flags. I have been hoping that since my grades every other semester since then have been quite good, that they would over look them.
Times like this bring to the forefront of the mind all the possible things that could go wrong and all the things that I failed to do.
I do kind of wish that I had applied to a few more safety schools.
I am also wondering if perhaps the letters that were written weren't as stellar as I like to imagine.
Also, my stats don't necessarily reflect the whole story. My GPA as appears on my transcript is good, but my school doesn't count grades from classes that I've repeated, and there are several from my dismal freshman year, truly embarrassing. Of course, they still appear on my transcript, and they could raise some flags. I have been hoping that since my grades every other semester since then have been quite good, that they would over look them.
Times like this bring to the forefront of the mind all the possible things that could go wrong and all the things that I failed to do.
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After seeing that neoslovakia was accepted to Penn I am really losing my mind today. I've been trying to quit cigarettes and wait for these responses all at the same time. I can hardly even sit still. Good lord.
My g-mail is open in Firefox all day at work and every time I glance over at it I am "shalacked" again.
My g-mail is open in Firefox all day at work and every time I glance over at it I am "shalacked" again.
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same with me, I have a tab on firefox opened to gmail at all times, same with facebook and this forum.
The thing that is causing me the most stress is the fact that people are already getting accepted to UCSD, when that was supposed to be my back up school. If I can't get in to UCSD, there is no way I'll get in to any of my schools. (Someone correct me if I am wrong.) My grades this semester have gone down the crapper, so my chances of acceptance next year won't be any better, it's not like I can retake the PGRE for a higher score.
The thing that is causing me the most stress is the fact that people are already getting accepted to UCSD, when that was supposed to be my back up school. If I can't get in to UCSD, there is no way I'll get in to any of my schools. (Someone correct me if I am wrong.) My grades this semester have gone down the crapper, so my chances of acceptance next year won't be any better, it's not like I can retake the PGRE for a higher score.
HAHAHAH that last line is classic! Seriously! A few people have already heard from my safety too... and I haven't! Like what else are we supposed to do... If I get rejected from Harvard I'll be annoyed but not insulted, since I know it's because they found 100 people with bigger resumes...but if I get rejected from my safety, I'm seriously going to send the chair an e-mail asking why...The thing that is causing me the most stress is the fact that people are already getting accepted to UCSD, when that was supposed to be my back up school. If I can't get in to UCSD, there is no way I'll get in to any of my schools. (Someone correct me if I am wrong.) My grades this semester have gone down the crapper, so my chances of acceptance next year won't be any better, it's not like I can retake the PGRE for a higher score.
"I've taken twice as many courses as your undergrad program requires and my GRE score is more than 200 points over your school's average. Please give me some hint as to why I wasn't wanted."
I mean what else can I do... take another extra year of classes at my school to improve my GPA and retake the GRE in April?
Until I hear from someone, anyone, I'll remain nervous. I'll worry I made some critical error that ruined my chances everywhere, such as a bad comment in my SOP, or got a bad rec, or put something inconsistent in my app etc...
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this situation we are in reminds me of waiting for grades at the end of a semester. only this lasts for about a month and a half while waiting for grades lasts about a week.
i feel that we all nervously wait for our futures to unfold, but once we here from every school there will come a sense of disappointment. at least thats what happens to me with grades, even where the grades are good haha. i guess it gives us something to do.
i feel that we all nervously wait for our futures to unfold, but once we here from every school there will come a sense of disappointment. at least thats what happens to me with grades, even where the grades are good haha. i guess it gives us something to do.
Yeah, in fact I've heard of several cases (undergrad and graduate) where students have been rejected from what seem like safety schools, probably because the schools know they don't want to (and/or shouldn't) come there.I'd start busting windows if they responded with every physics job seeker's favorite word: "overqualified."
In fact, probably the best or at least one of the best applicants from last year on the forum I think was admitted to 5 of the 6 top schools but denied by his safety.
But I don't see how I'd be thought of as overqualified. My undergrad school has a very inferior reputation compared to this "safety" school, and my research experience is just average or a little above. And in fact, this school is one known for giving very little weight to the GRE
Actually I've done similar things in my past... Back in elementary and middle school I would check 2-3 times on the bus ride home that my homework was still in my schoolbag... fearing it had mysteriously escaped and I'd get in big trouble next day.Has anyone else been looking back at any acceptances they might have and reading them over again just to make sure they didn't magically disappear, or make sure they even existed in the first place? I have done this a few times, and honestly it seems a bit crazy.
I definitely do that same thing with homework and things for work. It all stems from those one or two times when I really did forget something way back when and my mother was infuriated with me. The whole experience lead to this massive paranoid problem that is acting up currently.
That and I really need those acceptances to be real.
That and I really need those acceptances to be real.
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yeah twistor, I am with the TASK FORCE! But what exactly is the plan you have in mind with this task force? Are we going to some kind of strip club and be : badasss" vigilant! That would be awesome. I am ready to drop out of grad school plan if this turns out to be succesful.
One think really scares me, GRAE's eyes! I just cannot read any of the posts cuz she keeps staring at me!! Idon know why
Ok, I jus could not help, so let me ask one question: Did any one of us figure out whose eyes are those? Or Grae did you take the picture of your own eyes?
One think really scares me, GRAE's eyes! I just cannot read any of the posts cuz she keeps staring at me!! Idon know why
Ok, I jus could not help, so let me ask one question: Did any one of us figure out whose eyes are those? Or Grae did you take the picture of your own eyes?